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  • Im supposed to *want* to be around people again, right? Seems my mind/emotions do not have this memo. Really havent thought about this much but I think people wanting to make plans with me kind of pushes that question to me.

  • From my observations I dont seem to be sexually responsive…..
    Been figuring that maybe I just cant connect (to anything), and I have “given myself permission” to feel that. Im okay with it, so I guess its okay.

    VixenBlu posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

  • Newly vaccinated, Im finding lovers as part of what shows a desire to reconnect with me (or even just me, as part of our common communities/fandoms). Given that these are people i have been intimate with, and at least one of them does have some scattered history….. I cant say I know how this feels like. In this pandemic, I think so many of us have changed mindsets, body types, and ways that we relate to the main tenets of life.

    VixenBlu posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

  • With the progress in this pandemic…. I guess Im supposed to like… do something now. I admit, I dont find myself thinking about this stuff (but other people seem to be poking me about it). I still dont have an direction of where I want to go from here, but I still feel that “hey, thats okay”

    VixenBlu posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

  • Forward progress is being made in a few ways. I can appreciate this but I find that Im still more hesitant, at least when I think of some people in my life that are already egging me on for camping trips, or to visit them . I hesitate at the threshold, uncertain. And if one considers the lovers that may have been popping up at me? Yeah… I cant even with the idea of se. How would I manage?

    VixenBlu posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

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    VixenBlu commented on AdrianaGW‘s photo 1 month, 1 week ago

  • Trying to live in my disconnect. Maybe I just need an alignment some chakras jolted 😉

  • @mr.UNSCENE Yeah. Maybe some new energy would be a good thing. Floating til the next things can happen. (whatever those things are)

    VixenBlu posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

  • Starting a new week, with one hour less on this Sunday. Kind of had an awkward end to the weekday. ( As you were, Vixen!) Tired of dead air and constant feelings of being in the wrong place or time while just trying to do the survival thing.

    This week, Id like to fill it with : gasmasks, getting the website ready….

    • @mr.UNSCENE Yeah. Maybe some new energy would be a good thing. Floating til the next things can happen. (whatever those things are)

  • Making headway on some web projects. I have to work around my absolute weakness with graphic design/logo design these days. Soon, the shop will open its queue again and we must be ready for our gasmasked lovelies

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